| Mathilda Kiara ♔ | ||
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Hey. I'm Mathilda Putri. But preferred as Mathilda Kiara :) 14. Mixed blood. What you see is what you get, I'm only my true self to those I trust. I sing. I rap. I fell in love with a dancer who won't give me a chance. Huge fan of New Boyz and NCredible Wonder Broz. So if you hate them, fuck off. I'm also a fan of Skins UK. Theresian. Isabel House Cheerleader. Peace, Love & Ice Cream.  I'm a Gryffindor! |
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Sunday, March 28, 2010 |
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I guess I'm just a sucker for love . I'm FREAKING PISSED . UGH !! You know the girl in the Justin Bieber- Baby video ? The girl he likes . SHE WORE THE SAME SHOES AS ME !!! FUUCCKKK !!! ARGH !!! I am easily agitated . So , it kinda explains my mood . DAMN HER !!! Copy my shoes .. Got the news that SLEEQ(: will be at West Coast Plaza at 3.30pm TODAYY !!! I WANNA GO !!! MOM ! RELENT !!! PLEEEAAAASEEEEEEEEEEE !!!!!! I will die . By the way , Cinta Ixora (Suria) is supposed to be some love story . But , its kinda funny(: HAHA . If you wanna know , Syarif (Sleeq) & Faizal Isa (Singapore Idol Season 3) are in it . I think Syed Azmir also .. Not sure .. Haii .. Gravity is a nice song .. But still , I like Jason DeRulo & Sleeq . FOREVER !! HAHA . Like . Like (: I'll go BEG MOM now . SEE YA . Did anyone watch DANCEWORKS on Okto on thursday . Tanglin Secondary totally rocked the stage . I admit , theyre awesome & HOT(: HAHA . Takkaire((: MathildaPutri
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Saturday, March 27, 2010 |
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Maybe its true , that I can't live without you . Maybe two , is better than one . Heya !! I'm kinda bored now . Anyway , I have British Council today . Me & Simone like , always talking . HAHA . Then Rachel gets very pissed . Wierdo . HAHA . Its either me & Simone or me & Stephanie working in pairs . But we work in groups . I'm sleepy .. And hungry , I'll probably go and grab Nestum to eat ! Its good(: YUMYUM(: LOL ! HAHA . Then after British Council have chinese tuition at 4.30pm . Ugh . 老师 is like so lame & boring . Ugh . I dread her . 成语 class more fun . One-to-one is boring . I FINALLY can type chinese on this damn computer . WAHOO ! HAHA . Imma go eat . PEACE; MathildaPutri
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Thursday, March 25, 2010 |
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I'm puttin' on my shades to cover up my eyes . Hello the beautiful people of the world ! This blog's so dead right ? Here's some stuff to talk about ... Eh! Don't gossip ahs ? You gossip queens .. HAHA . -Diary Entry No. 11- I wish I could tell somebody . I just .... don't know where to start . Who to tell . What to say . When to say it . How to say it . I always put on a brave face outside . Like nothing's ever wrong . When I know I'm just lying to myself . I act like nothing's ever wrong at home , in my life . Inside , I'm cringing with pain , wet with tears and sweat , sick of living . I'm always afraid to go home . Afraid of what's gonna happen . It started ever since I was five and its been going on forever . Why , I always ask myself , WHY , am I being put in this position ? Was my life meant to be this way ? Did God make it like this ? So I could change it , learn from it and bear with it ? Maybe . I'll take it as that . Is there anyone that can help me ? Will this torture EVER end ? They always say my life is so great , they really don't know . Do I know that person who's gonna offer me his shoulder to cry on ? Stroke my hair and comfort me , tell me its all gonna be okay , its gonna be fine ? Will he be there when I need somebody ? These are the questions that I need the answering to . I get the blame for everything , why ? I'm the first suspect when things go wrong , why ? I'm always in such troubles , why Why WHY ?! Why me ? Why me ? WHY ME ?! As I write this , I let my tears FALL . With hurt , pain , love & sorrow , MathildaPutri Yeah . Thats from my diary . I let out all my anger there . In school , in class , wherever I am , I have the diary with me . When I feel like screaming , shouting , ranting & crying , I write . I've only got 3 more entries to write & my diary is full . Imma get another of course . However , I am now HUNGRRYY !!! So I shall grab a bite . SEE YAHH !! Thank You & May God Bless . PuppetSister; MathildaPutri
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Wednesday, March 17, 2010 |
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You should pick the guy who makes you happy , he could fly you somethin' . Pick the one that's got swagger .  Hey . I got swagger too . HAHA . I'm hip hop also what.. HAHA . Hah ! Got proof ! Hehe . Haii .. I blame a lot of people for making me like Justin Bieber . I mean , can't hate him right ? He's got good lyrics . Nice words . But SERIOUSLY needs to work on his videos :/ I've said it more than once . There's one song that is SERIOUSLY HEARTBREAKING . The title is 'That Should Be Me' . Go listen to it . But , here's the lyrics : Everybody's laughing in my mind Rumors spreading about this other guy Do you do what you did what you did with me Does he love you the way I can Did you forget all the plans that you made with me Cause baby I didn't That should be me holding your hand That should be me making you laugh That should be me this is so sad That should be me That should be me That should be me feeling your kiss That should be me buying you gifts This is so wrongI can't go on Till you believe That that should be me That should be me You said you needed a little time from my mistakes It's funny how you used that time to have me replaced Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies What you doin' to me You're taking him where we used to go Now if you're trying to break my heart It's working cause you know That that should be me holding your hand That should be me making you laugh That should be me this is so sad That should be me That should be me That should be me feeling your kiss That should be me buying you gifts This is so wrong I can't go on Till you believe That should be me I need to know should I fight for love Or disarmIt's getting harder to shield This pain is my heart Ooh Ooh That should be me holding your hand That should be me making you laugh That should be me this is so sad That should be me That should be me That should be me feeling your kiss That should be me buying you gifts This is so wrongI can't go on Till you believe That that should be me Holding your hand That should be me The one making you laugh (oh baby oh) That should be me That should be me Giving you flowers That should be me Talking for hours That should be me (that should be me) That should be me That should be me Never should've let you go I never should've let you go That should be me I never shoulda let you go That should be me Sad right ? Haii .. I put the song on my blog .. So you guys can have a feel .. Well , I don't think Mom's taking me to Nelly's chalet . Huh ! She's always that way . Sheesh . To think that she's believe that I've grown up and left all that childishness behind .. I'd better get outta here . PEACE OUT; MathildaPutri |
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Sunday, March 14, 2010 |
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My prized possesion , one & only . Heyy. I'm not gonna post about EFL like evryone else . I'll let you know a couple of things though . 1. The school hall is not a nice place to sleep in . 2. I got lectured by Miss Tan TWICE . Wednesday & Friday . 3. I hate Dareen Atirah SO MUCH that I wanna KILL HER . 4. I wanna tell Stella a big fat candy colored SORRY . 5. I hate school . ooh! I love this line from "Favorite Girl" by Justin Bieber,"My prized possesion , one & only . Adore ya , girl , I want ya . The one I can't live without . Thats you , thats you . You're my special little lady . The one that leaves me crazy . Of all the girls I've ever know . Its you , its you . My favorite , my favorite , my favorite , my favorite girl , my favorite girl ." okay , practically the chorus . But , so what ? I like the song right . HOWEVER , most of his videos are wierd . 2 reasons: 1. The song & the video DO NOT match . 2. The girl is always TALLER & OLDER than him . There you go . But the lyrics to the songs are very meaningful . (Although , so far , they're all about a girl.) They show a lot of emotion too ... Thats what I like about his songs(: Those like Favorite Girl, Down to Earth, One Time, are all very full of emotion . But I don't like him siah . He's not even SLIGHTLY cute . Or hot in that sense . But his best friend in the music industry , one of my heroes ah . Who ? USHER . Can you believe it ? Ugh . Thats why Usher is in the One Time music video . Gosh ... I love Usher .. & Ludacris & T-Pain & Jason DeRulo & Michael Jackson & Will. I. Am. & The Dream & Timbaland & Eminem & T.I. & Flo Rida & Omarion & P. Diddy & Snoop Dogg & Bow Wow & Lil Romeo & Lil Wayne & the list goes on ... I'm bored .. I don't talk to kakak anymore .. So .. WHAT THE . Right ? Anyway . Here's my Holiday Schdule : Monday- Watching Alice in Wonderland Tuesday- Doing Biology Project at Qasrina's house . Wednesday- Going out with Sery . Thursday- Going out with Natasha (after YOG practice) Friday- Balik Kampung (also after YOG practice & a BATH) I'm hungry now .. Imma go eat . PEACE;D MathildaPutri |
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