its my birthday!!! and he wished me!! okay no, i didn't post that i love you thing. obviously not. crazy ah. but yeah i am a crazy stalker. HAHAH, not usually. hai.. :) i like this boy. seriously. i like this boy ♥. he's adorable, likeable, cute, nice. his smile is priceless. he's talented. i like him. so what? problem. how do i tell him? :O i really want him to know. but i wanna get to know him first obviously but, how how how? hm okay, thats it then. bye, i love internet! and him. AHHA. no i like him.

yeah i've always been that kid. never cared about. but someone who cares too much. :/

i hate being someone like that. all i can say is, if someone says they're that type of person, never ever judge them. its fucking wrong dude. but seriously though, we can kid anyone but God, yeah

:)

Anyways.

Productive training today, tried out my new racket. Fuck yeah its damn light. I'm the only girl in a class of ten people. AHHA. That's aight. I'm kewl, they're not cute boys so I'll definitely be able to focus. The reason I'm blogging is because I had a dream about B. O.O

it was fucking terrible, fuck i cried in the dream and i was so relieved it was just a dream. goshh. so it was like this, B asked me out on a date, then that day his mood was like fucking horrible. decided to go town. in the mrt like so silent, he was wearing his purple tshirt, evisu, and black vans. then we alighted, was like a huge crowd. then he read a text from someone then his mood change like fucking hell man. he was goddamn pissed. then he started walking ahead of me. then ky texted me and i stopped for like a second then saw him a little bit far away. so i tried replying and walking at super speed at the same time. then he turned. like suddenly. and then when i made the turn he was gone. and i'm like, whut? so i ran. but i couldn't find him. walked all the way to wheelock place but still couldn't find him. and i tried calling him. he switched off his phone. then i sent him a text:

hi :) i really need some wishes. but wtv. currently counting down to my birthday. 19 days :) Oh almost forgot:

AHAH i didn't get to try the cake cause i didn't pay but wtv. i'm not letting celine eat it. she's such a bitch "If you don't pay, you cannot pay." fuckerr. then she ask for food as if she's some poor kid like never eat in one month. thaafuckk. bitch. YOU DON'T EAT MY BIRTHDAY CAKE I SWEAR. natalie's gonna bake it for me :) natty i love you kk? :D AHHA. i'm hoping for presents this year. no worries people. i only ask for food. sometimes :) AHAH. ferrero rocher. percy pig candy. cass is buying me swiss choccy. yay ness. natty's baking the cake. i want steph's cookies :) or cupcakes. AHA. their damn naiseeee. gonna bring cammy to school that day. oh yeah. hehs. lemme see.. ohyeah, next friday sports day, evita told me there's cheer the whole week next week. SERIOUSLY?! goshh. today was friday! TGIF >< ahah. today i got out of detention. yay-ness. went for cheer at saba's house. watched them rehearse the starting. the dance. then practiced stunts. getting used to sally's weight on my shoulders and thigh. okay my thingh became like effing red. wtv la. idc :/ AHAH. jingxuan cannot get onto evita. and joey almost fell back. HAHA. then they rehearsed some more. then when sec 4s were rehearsing the siren part. natalie said dini's face was like,"i'm in a box, i cannot get out!" and then evita spit some water onto me and jingxuan. fuckyou evita! HAHAHA. but funny la. sally must swing her leg faster i swear. AND SHE BETTER NOT FUCKING SCREAM NEXT TIME. ohgoshhh. i was almost gonna slap her face sia. HAHAH. but i didn't okay. anws. gonna go detention on monday. shall finish all the homework i owe on that day :( fuck i hate homework. wtv la. okay. waiting for big bro now. I HIT THE MOTHERFUCKING JACKPOT. soe accepted me on twitter. barbie natasha also. MUAHAHAHAH. awesomenesss. imma be a stalker. whootsssaaaa. HAHAH. kdahbai. lysm peoples.

Mathilda Putri Otteman xxx