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Hey. I'm Mathilda Putri. But preferred as Mathilda Kiara :) 14. Mixed blood. What you see is what you get, I'm only my true self to those I trust. I sing. I rap. I fell in love with a dancer who won't give me a chance. Huge fan of New Boyz and NCredible Wonder Broz. So if you hate them, fuck off. I'm also a fan of Skins UK. Theresian. Isabel House Cheerleader. Peace, Love & Ice Cream.  I'm a Gryffindor! |
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Friday, February 25, 2011 |
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Bring the lights out. Bust the doors down. Altogether now, shake it up :) helloo yooo. HAHA. okay i'm really stressed out. history is fucking killing me, i'm behind on my math, my geog is going down the drain. on the plus side (i think) i'm doing good for art and PE. wow. Phys Ed, can you believe it? Mr Mano makes it fucking boring. HAH. its a joke. haish. Super moody today, had the HAWK program with sam,mira,minna and aleen. HEHE. fun. but we didn't even sweat ==' thaafuckk. HAHA. then had math. awesome. then PW more awesome. My Ridzal like so cute today. WTF. did I just say that? Maybe it was the v neck shirt or the fly jeans but yeah., HAHAH. wtf. I like BRYLE okay. CHILLAX. then recess-ed with gine,krissy,shannon. then had lit test. EPIC FAIL. mygosh. God,please give me good results. Amin. then had history. cried twice cause i had no fucking idea how to do. GAAH-ness. then had chinese. bitch la. i didn't know wtf i was writing. fucking hell. then went LJS with myint myat to buy lunch. then took bus to Keppel Club. the ride there was fun. played with elizabeth and myint myat. talking about chris brown, justin bieber, yadayadayada. then mr warrick damn epic. he gave us this survey form on the tennis handbook thing me and elizabeth didn't even read HAH. awesomeee. HAHAHHA. he gave me a new consent form. i didn't lose the previous one. it just ended up looking like crap okay. soyeah. then when we got off the bus mr warrick said to check if you left anything behind nd elizabeth was like 'omg omg omg, whrs my phone?!' and she found it in her bag. then i mocked her like siao. HAHHAHA. fucking funny sia. then we were talking about the monkey otw to the courts and then mr warrick said what,'gorilla monkey chimpanzee.' something like that which sounded stupid, then saw hema and me and elizabeth were like,'quiet bonny. HEEEEMAAAAA!!!' HAHA. then trng started. then we were talking about justin bieber's concert and stuff. then. trng got boring. then i suddenly became happier and nicer. wow. whats wrong with me. but i gotta admmit it felt kinda good to be nice. then trng ended and teachers and coaches briefed us on our match things next week. then coach matt said the players haven't been chosen proper so all of us have to be prepared. then mr warrick gave the sec1s the tennis handbook. then he looked at me. then i looked at elizabeth. then she was gonna laugh. then looked at hema and she said she didn't even know where she put it. and we all cracked up. then briefing ended. had to walk the way to the bus stop. walked halfway then saw coach (not matt) drive past then me and hema got sent all the way to the original stc location which is opposite my place. HAHA. said our thanks and went home. today i was a brave girl and said sorry to joey, who still scares me. but she said she's cool now. she hopes i am happier now. and yknow, i kinda am :D HEHE. thanks joey, you're great. soo. gonna goo now. peashoutyo. HAHAHAHA. Mathilda Putri ;)
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Angel from the sky, he knows how I feel. Wednesday, February 16, 2011 |
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Angel from the sky, he knows how I feel. WASSAP :) gonna do some book quotes from "House Rules" by Jodi Picoult. Before you get confused or anything, let me tell you who the characters are. Only those that appear in my quotes. They're pretty long but please read kay. Jacob - a child born with Asperger's Syndrome. He's eighteen. Being accused for murder. Theo - Jacob's younger brother whom I totally read from head to toe all to well. He's fifteen. Oliver - Jacob's lawyer. Jess - Jacob's social skills tutor that Jacob was believed to have killed. *By the way, all my quotes are from Theo's point of view. Okay, read :) " I'm no saint. There are time where I'll do things to drive Jacob crazy, because its just so damn easy. Like when I went into his closet and mixed up all his clothes. Or when I hid the toothpaste cap so that he couldn't put it back on when he was done brushing his teeth. But then I wind up feeling bad for my mom, who usually bears the brunt of one of Jacob's meltdowns. There are times when I hear her crying, when she thinks Jacob and I are asleep. That's when I remember she didn't sign up for this kind of life, either. So I run interference. I'm the one who physically drags Jacob away from a conversation when he's starting to freak people out by being too intense. I'm the one who tells him to stop flapping when he's nervous on the bus, because it makes him look like a total nutcase. I'm the one who goes to his classes before I go to my own, just to let the teachers know that Jacob had a rough morning because we unexpectedly ran out if soy milk. In other words, I act like the big brother, even though I'm not. And during times when I think it's not fair, when my blood feels like lava, I step away. If my room isn't far enough, I get on my skateboard and tool somewhere - anywhere that isn't the place I'm supposed to call home." -from Theo's point of view. " So here's the deal: I know that, down the road, Jacob will be my responsibility. When I find a girl I want to marry, I'm going to propose with this contingency - that Jacob and me, we're a package deal. When I least expect it, I might have to make excuses for him, or talk him down from his freak-out session, like my mom does now. (I am not saying this out loud, but there is a part of me that's been thinking if Jacob is convicted for murder - if he's imprisoned for life - well, mine gets a little bit easier.) I hate myself for even thinking that, but I'm not going to lie to you. And I guess it doesn't matter if it's guilt that gets me to take care of Jacob in the future, or love, because I'll do it. It just would have been nice to be asked, you know?" -from Theo' point of view. " And then Jacob showed up. I don't know what he was doing here - apparently it had to do with some kind of testing thing that was being administered at my school instead of his, and he was waiting with his aide for my mother to come pick him up. But the minute he saw me and called my name, I knew I was screwed. At first I pretended I didn't hear him, but he ran right onto the field. 'Friend of yours, Hunt?' Tyler asked, and I just laughed it off. I whipped the Frisbee in his direction, extra hard. To my surprise, Jacob - who couldn't catch a freaking cold if he tried - nabbed the Frisbee and started to run with it. I froze, but Tyler took off after him. 'Hey retard,' he yelled at Jacob. 'I'm gonna kick your ass!' He was faster than Jacob, big surprise, and he tackled my brother to the ground. He lifted his hand to deck Jacob, but by then I was on his back, yanking him off and straddling his body as the Frisbee went spinning into the street. 'You don't fucking touch him,' I yelled into Tyler's face. 'If anyone's going to beat up my brother , it's going to be me.' I left him in the dirt, coughing then I took Jacob's hand and walked him to the front of the school, where I couldn't hear the girls whispering about me and my dork of a brother, where there were enough teachers milling around to keep Tyler and Wally from jumping me in revenge. 'I wanted to play,' Jacob said. 'Well, they didn't want you to play,' I told him. He kicked at the dirt. 'I wish I could be the big brother.' Technically, he was, but he wasn't talking about age. He just didn't know how to say what he meant. 'You could start by not stealing someone's goddamn Frisbee,' I said. " -from Theo's point of view. " 'Jacob,' Oliver asks,'was Jess alive when you got to the house?' 'No! But I saw that Theo had been there, so what I did was right.' 'Why didn't you call your mother, or an ambulance?' my father asks. 'Why would you set up a crime scene to cover up for Theo?' 'Jacob stares right at me. It hurts; it actually hurts. 'House rules,' he says simply,'Take care of your brother, he's the only one you've got.' " -from Theo's point of view. Theo reminds me of myself from the start. How I wish if my room wasn't far enough, I could walk out of the house. Reading Theo's character, personality and thoughts, it really doesn't take rocket science to figure him out. He loves his brother deep down inside. He protects his brother although he's not the big brother. He teaches his brother to defend himself with words. His brother loves him. Jacob can't feel it but he showed it although it was in the wrong way. He covered up Theo's tracks in the house and set up a crime scene so that his brother wouldn't be in the picture when Jess was killed. He wants to protect his brother too. He's autistic, he doesn't feel anything even if he wants too. He doesn't want to lose his brother. He shows his love in the wrong manner. But that's okay, because then everyone will know that he does care for his brother. I cried just reading this book. I hope you'll try read it. And maybe, just maybe, you'll feel the same way. :)
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Monday, February 14, 2011 |
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HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY :))  Heyo. happy valentine's day to all my lovely girls and awesome boys. the picture above is currently my twitter background. so naise right? HAHA. anyways. excited fr saturday. but sooo not hyped for tmr. taking the scale and maps test aft school. and thrs some stupid TOTAL DEFENCE DAY crap. ugh. fuck school. anyways. working on "Rocketeer" by Far East Movement ft. Ryan Tedder. My lovely biatch, Christal, encouraged and forced me to do the cover. So I'm doing it right after this post and I'll post the link up after its uploaded to youtube. Yknow what. I'll post the video here instead. HAHA. yeah so. happy v-day guys. be sure to subscribe to m youtube channel and follow my twitter account. yeah. k. thanks. BYE :) -Sex&Hipsters. Mathilda Putri :)
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Friday, February 11, 2011 |
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With you right here, I'm a rocketeer.  Hello all :) Pulau Ubin pictures are up. All day in school I've been reminiscing about those days. Whether or not I made those days priceless with my family. Didn't feel like that. But there'll be other times. In the meantime, huge shoutout to them: KAKYU, ANGAH, SERY, TASYA, I MISS YOU GUYS. MEET UP AGAIN SOON. GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR STUDIES, OKAY, LOVE YOU. Well, life ain't so great, school sucks. I hate homework man. MOFO :( Getting up at 6AM tomorrow. Going JayBee:)) Haiyoo. But fetching Atok first. Man. Squishy car. HEH. Big V-DAY COMING UP ON MONDAY. What're your plans? Hm. HAHA. Mygosh. No time fr tumblr. And I gotta go to bed real soon. So today had a great match against Paya Lebar Methodist Girls Secondary School. Won 3 outta 5 matches :)) HEHE. Went to Vivo with Rei, Cynthia and Vivian. They ate at YIGLOO. But I no cash so I didn't eat. Rei actually offered to buy for me! HAHA. I wasn't that desperate but, thanks anyway. Well, no time for tumblr but whatever. kdahbai. Love you guys :) Ohya, follow my twitter: @mathildasofly Thanks k bye.
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Tuesday, February 8, 2011 |
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WASSAP YO :D these are the Wonder Broz. incredibly cute, young and ofcos, TALENTED:)  this guy is mine forever;) Gennis Omari Castle. Turning 15 this 2nd October. Cute right. HEHE. mine kay. no more stare stare. Anws, Haibah doesn't agree that WonderBroz are cute, WTF?! Bleh, who needs her. KY likes. Gine likes. Thats all that really matters yknow. That my two closest girls like what I love. Currently raining now. Not that heavily. Drizzling like. School kinda okay today. Got to school. Had breakfast. CHILL TALK. HAHA. Then some Total Defence Day thing. Watched some video on Lieutenant Adnan. Then had PE. Warrick Tan annoying as per usual. UGH. PE again tomorrow. Fuckk. GAAHS. Anws, had english. My Comprehension got 23/50. Pro ass. HAHA. Then recess. Chilled with SHANNON. LOVE YOU GIRL:) Then stupid Mr Ng talked about School-Based Science Practical Assesment (SPA, for short.) Then had Geog. I realize I'm not falling asleep during Geog anymore. MIRACLE. HAHAH. I always sleep cause Mrs Francis soo the very boring. HAHAH. Lameshit,Mathilda. SO LAST YEAR. GOSH. Thne had chinese. Miss Lin mei you lai. So me, Gine, Sam and risten camwhored:) Whooo!~ HAHAH. Later uploads on the Facebook yeahs? HAHA. Soon soon. Uhm, lets see... ohyeah. Went to eat lunch at Wendy's with Gine. Gotta take the cousins and the steps there sometime. OH OH OH and, TAYLOR SWIFT IS IN SINGAPORE NOW. Her concert is tomorrow. So many of my friends going :( *Sad Girl 101. HAHAH. Luck KY not going. MY GOSH. Then we can go Justin Bieber's concert :DD YAAAY. HAHAH. I bet Dini for sure go that one. HAHA. She fanatic like siao. But she so BITCHAYY. HAHAH. Joey also very what la. She scold me cause I added Aisyah. WTF. G.A.L.,Joey. GAWSHH. She, Dini and Natalie stared at me just now when I was on the way to Phys. Lab. WTF. Haish. No life la talk about them. Anyways, tomorrow got match. MY GOSHH. IDW go be linesmen or uumpire. Whichever I also don't want. I wanna be supporter. HEHE. Clep clap clap. Thats all I do. PRO KAN? HAHHA. Yeahhpp. Anyways, gotta gooo.. BYEBYE ALL:) |
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Saturday, February 5, 2011 |
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  HELLOWELLO:D what up world. yeah its me again. back from ubin. going out soon. so hang in there will update when i get back later. above are some of the pictures there. last four are polaroids. kdahbye. :D
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Send me away with the words of a love song,♥ Wednesday, February 2, 2011 |
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Send me away with the words of a love song,♥ Hi, I'm addicted to this song. Today we had CNY celebration in school. Kinda boring. But it was better than last year's. NO LION DANCE. HEHEHE. I hate those. Anyways, leaving for Ubin tomorrow. YAY! EXCITED! I still haven't packed though. Gosh, Mathilda, stop being so lazy! However I'm here blogging for my lovely readers. HAHAH. Can't help it. Today I cried cause Ollie didn't bring her Polaroid camera to lend me. Fuck her to death la. WTF. Then ALICIA HEMMER THE LIFE SAVER lent me hers. LOVE YOU SO MUCH ALICIA MY TWIN :)) Then went Tiong with KY and bought Polaroid films:) Thanks KY:D LOVE YOU BABY:))) JB NO SUCK LA. HAHAH. I'm so tired these days. Gosh. Without my long hair, I stay awake for half an hour after I turn out the light before I fall asleep. Man, still so tired. Still haven't talked to Afiq in a long time. Haish. I saw Abang Azhar pick him up from school the other day. Still we haven't had time to meet up and share. If you're reading this, Afiq, I MISS YOU♥ Out there, I just wanna be somebody. Big hugs, Mathilda Putri ∆ |
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Fall in love with me again,♥ Tuesday, February 1, 2011 |
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When we were five, they asked us what we wanted to be when we grew up. Our answers were thing like astronaut, president, or in my case… princess. When we were ten, they asked again and we answered – rock star, cowboy, or in my case, gold medalist. But now that we’ve grown up, they want a serious answer. Well, how ’bout this: who the hell knows?!This isn’t the time to make hard and fast decisions, its time to make mistakes. Take the wrong train and get stuck somewhere chill. Fall in love – a lot. Major in philosophy ’cause there’s no way to make a career out of that. Change your mind. Then change it again, because nothing is permanent. So make as many mistakes as you can. That way, someday, when they ask again what we want to be… we won’t have to guess. We’ll know. (From: The Twilight Saga:Eclipse) I'm not suddenly thinking about ambitions, no. I have a life and being ambitious counts okay. Anyways, tomorrow is CNY celebration in school and we get a half day so we finish at...10.30? Thereabout. Anyways, I hope Ollie remembers to bring her polaroid camera tomorrow *fingers crossed* If she doesn't, I SWEAR I WILL CRY. Anyways, me and the family's going to Pulau Ubin for CNY holidays. PYSCHED! HAHAH. That's why I'm borrowing Ollie's camera. *desperate* Time for something serious, I love my Clique-mates, Kim Christal and all. But, they don't need me and I don't need them to treat me like crap. So why do I still hang with them? I don't know. I never get any attention from them. Hm. Maybe I should hang somewhere I can be alone during recess. That'd be nice. I mean I'm not saying I don't love Gine and Shannon and KY, don't get me wrong I love them best :) But I need some time alone. Not all the time just SOME time. I guess sometimes things have to be turned around to be seen. I'm sick of living in a world of dull black and white so my February Wish is to be happier so that I can make my life TECHNICOLOR :) I wanna turn things around for a change. Cheers! Mathilda Putri ♥
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