I imagined doing this with you. if only you knew how much I missed you.

Hello world! I haven't blogged for a very very very long time. Therefore,my blog almost died. I'm here to revive it because I have nothing to do anymore. Life is damn fucked up,dontcha know? Anyways,YOG practice is taking up most of my time. Hai. Apparently,rikal transferred to Henderson Sec. Why? Why? Because his dad wants him closer to home. And his mom's ill. I dk what. But,I hope she's getting better:))I know what it feels like having someone you love being ill,helpless. You feel like luck's noty onyour side. You feel like the world's gonna crash and burn. You feel like you're at a losing end. The only thing you can do is hope and pray that that person gets better. Even that doesn't seem like its helping. CHILL OUT. God is always on your side. Okay? Even when you feel he isn't. HE IS, okay?

Anyways,went to the Combined Rehearsal of the YOG Openning Ceremony. Was supposed to meet clique but end up didn't. Hai. Went with Shana and Abang Faizal. Had a blast. Laughing and all. Cheering. Actually,the enthusiastic ones were the mat reps further behind us and the STC girls. oh, and the Nan Hua volunteers. VERY ENTHU. HAHA. Then went home on 195, then went to bed.

Today, woke up at eight. Ate pancakes. Bathed. Went out with Mom. First we went to the bank, then we went SHOPPING! Honestly, I don't really fancy shopping with Mom. I would rather take a cousinor one of my friends with me. And I don't have very bad taste okay! The last time I went shopping with rikal... We went Orchard also. And Bugis. And Queensway. And somewhere secret:)) WE ARE VERY FAST SHOPPERS OKAY! He had like three hundred bucks. Bought two tshirts. one shirt. One cap. A pair of SUPRA SKYTOP II. VERY NICE AYE! And a pair of jeans. Then the rest of the cash he bought me macs PLUS ICE-CREAM:))) See,he's a great bestiiee right? he's the best! HAHA. Really,okay! Anyways, We bought dunkin' donuts and macs:) Then we went home. I actually found a dress that I really liked (I think you would've liked it,kak shana!) but Mom said don't want. DAMMIT! But I got two jeans and a blouse that I might be wearing next week if we're going to some Sakura restaurant buffet high tea thingy. I CAN'T WAIT FOR KATY PERRY TO COME!!! GAAAAH!! Moving on, tomorrow is HEMA and DANIEL's BIRTHDAY!!!! Alamak! Never buy present and I haven't saved enough leyys! HOW?? Daniel's present can wait luhh.. But, HEMA?! Aiya,she never get me present anyway. FORGET IT! I not enough cash luh. Still gotta pay Prudencia back her money because she blanja me KFC when we had lunch at JP:)

Imma go watch some teevee now. But, a message fr YOU:

mathildaa:D

hello! school has begun. and it sucks. have a new chinese teacher and a mean attitude. playing hard to get? being bad girl? yeah, thats me:) anyway. I'm kinda down because catherine told me that she's going back to england by the end of this year. NOOO!!! I don't want her to. jeez. who's gonna high-five me at the same thought? not robyn, no. hai. I haven't seen half my besties yet. c'mon! where the party people at? I certainly have not seen my favorite little troublemaker, areeeep! haha. I finished watching the whole of season one of 90210! YAYE! I need season two. anyone care to search for the cd for me? puh-LEASE? haha. hema had her student leader interview just now. took so long. sat and talked with kristen, hema's cousin, and catherine. hai. when I need someone, they all disappear or are mad at me. hema's like freaking pissed at linda for pulling off her shoe while she was lying on the ground during YOG rehearsal. kristen told me two SICK jokes. laughed my ass off. I'm supposing robyn doesn't hate me. things are cool with th'clique. I'm seeing mdm mas again. I am in serious need of A) cash B) privacy C) watching Toy Story 3 D) watching eclipse(!!!) E) shopping F) time!!!! who knew life would suck like that. I've seen RIKAL only twice this past two weeks. DUDE,WHR HAVE YOU BEEN??? hai. nevermind. gine told me fadhli's got a new girl. um, gine, YOU DESERVE BETTER!!! haha. seriously. fadhli is not who I'd want as a boyfriend. friends? cool. one step closer and I will smash him. gine deserves more respect than THAT. so, gine, be happy:DDD

anyways,90210? TOTALLY AWESOME!!!! AAH! Enjoyed it alot alot alot! 3 hot guys: 1) Liam:) 2) Dixon:) 3) Ethan. okay. but it was totally awesome. I loved it. I needa find season two!! Adrianna so pweetyy:)) lol. haha. okay. I'm kinda hungry right now. otp with kristen now:)) byebye loves

mathildaa:D