A life without love is not really a life at all. It's always hard to stand, when you're too afraid to fall. My back's against the wall, my world is getting small.Then what do you know; it is you that I call, so were back in the same position, back with the same decision. Back again, but this time, nobody listens. It's happens so often, it's bound to get old. It's easy to fall in love, but it's difficult to let go. And we both know, that'll never be an option. Too deep in love to dig ourselves out from the bottom. With out I can't manage, so you always take advantage. Why do people take the best things in life for granted? The games that we are playing are the same ones we are losing. And there's other guy's and girl, but each other we keep choosing. What the hell are we doing? We're leaving us smothered. Push each other to the gutter, so we never love another. I know you ain't good for me, I ain't good for you either. But no matter what we say, I know you need me like I need ya'. So what the hell do you do when you're too blinded to care? That the person of your dreams turns to your nightmare. You keep acting so naïve, saying I'm not who you need . Then you drop down to your knees, and plead for me not to leave. You tell me that you love me, then you tell me that you hate me. Then you calling me your problem, then you calling me your baby. And lately it feels like, my whole world is going crazy. I love that you can change me, but I hate what you have made me. Sacrificed all of my pride, just to have you by my side. But the truth always hurts, when you're living a lie. But I, don't even care, my heart won't ever listen

Love is just a word, but you bring it definition. I don't wanna see you go, I don't wanna have you stay. I don't wanna live tomorrow, if I can't have you today.

Hey :) Haven't posted in a long while. HAH. Busy studying and doing projects and shit. And yeah I spend alot of time thinking about bryle so basically I have something to say :) I think..its finally going somewhere :D First it started with "Bryle Flores liked your video Super Bass - Nicki Minaj ft. Ester Dean (Sneak Preview)" and I was so happy yesterday :DD Then right after I tweeted "i love you b :)" and went to bed. He tweeted me :DD He tweeted "@mathildaholla I heard your cover for Super Bass! Dope :)" I WAS PRACTICALLY SCREAMING. HAHAH. Okay then Rich J released "Take Control" and I wanted to share it with my bro but he's not home right so I shared it with bryle like "Caught this yet? Bryle Flores I thought my bro would wanna share this with you." then kot yee so kaypo go like -.- but thennnn.. "Bryle Flores likes your link." AND I WAS SHAKING THE FUCK OUTTA MY LAPPY. HAHAH. Okay enough about bryle :) I know he's just so fucking cute and everything. HAHA.

So I have a new stalker now! HAHA. DANICAA. I know you're reading this. She's really cute and funny and she kinda looks like Rocky from "Shake It Up" :) Haha. HAI I love you Danica. HAHA Gonna bring my camera to school tomorrow. Not going for training. MY FEET HAVE BEEN IN ACCIDENTS. HAHA. Word of advice: Never kick toilet doors unless you want to cripple yourself. So just gonna stay back with danica tomorrow and help them with their math project. I LOVE MATH yknow. HAHA. So yeah. Btw, Speak Good English Rap just ruined my already shitty reputation -.- SUCKS LA. YA ALLAH. okay shall get outta here now :) Byebye :D Bye danica ;) HAHA.

I love bryle flores ♥

Mathilda Kiara ♔

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