| Mathilda Kiara ♔ | ||
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Hey. I'm Mathilda Putri. But preferred as Mathilda Kiara :) 14. Mixed blood. What you see is what you get, I'm only my true self to those I trust. I sing. I rap. I fell in love with a dancer who won't give me a chance. Huge fan of New Boyz and NCredible Wonder Broz. So if you hate them, fuck off. I'm also a fan of Skins UK. Theresian. Isabel House Cheerleader. Peace, Love & Ice Cream.  I'm a Gryffindor! |
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Story Of A Girl, ♥ Thursday, June 23, 2011 |
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This is the story of a girl Who cried a river and drowned the whole world And while she looks so sad in photographs I absolutely love her When she smiles How many days in a year She woke up with hope but she only found tears? I can be so insincere Making the promises never for real As long as she stands there waiting Wearing the holes in the souls of her shoes How many days disappear? You look in the mirror so how do you choose? And the clothes that you wear Look swell the next day Your hair never falls in quite the same way You never seem to run out of things to say This is the story of a girl And while she looks so sad in photographs I absolutely love her When she smiles How many lovers would stay? Just to put up with this shit day after day How did we wind up this way? Watching our mouths for the words that we say As long as we stand here waiting Wearing the clothes on the souls of our shoes How do we get there today? When we're walking too far for the price of her shoes And the clothes that you wear Look swell the next day Your hair never falls in quite the same way You never seem to run out of things to say This is the story of a girl Who cried a river and drowned the whole world And while she looks so sad in photographs I absolutely love her When she smiles And the clothes that you wear Look swell the next day Your hair never falls in quite the same way You never seem to run out of things to say This is the story of a girl Who cried a river and drowned the whole world And while she looks so sad in photographs I absolutely love her This is the story of a girl Her pretty face she hid from the world And while she looks so sad and lonely there I absolutely love her This is the story of a girl Who cried a river and drowned the whole world And while she looks so sad in photographs I absolutely love her When she smiles When she smiles -3 Doors Down
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Start Again, ♥ |
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Baby it breaks my heart that you don't smile any more I'm dying to help you heal but won't unlock your door They say it takes time, but you don't have to spend it alone. Stuck in a memory that you're desperate to rewind Too busy with looking back that you won't make another try Now your trust is gone but you won't find it again on your own. Don't go telling me it's too late to start You're still holding a broken heart But if you let me in, maybe you could start again Don't go telling me there's no second chance You'll understand when you take my hand And baby let me in, I promise we will start again I'm trying to get to you, so I make these promises I swear they're unbreakable, but you're still just hearing his He won't let you go, till you decide that you want to be free You're haunted by yesterdays and still sore from the fall And all you need whitewash these old walls We'll paint something new, if you let yourself listen to me. So don't go telling me it's too late to start You're still holding a broken heart But if you let me in, maybe you could start again Don't go telling me there's no second chance You'll understand when you take my hand And baby let me in, I promise we will start again Don't give up yet I won't let you close the curtain too soon We can reset If you take the leap and let me show you Just gotta make the choice. We love, we lose And you think the best defense is distance Tune the world out Put it all on mute so you can't listen But there's a way out of here Just follow my voice So don't go telling me it's too late to start You're still holding a broken heart But if you let me in... So don't go telling me it's too late to start You're still holding a broken heart But if you let me in, maybe you could start again Don't go telling me there's no second chance You'll understand when you take my hand And baby let me in, I promise we will start again So don't go telling me it's too late to start You're still holding a broken heart But if you let me in, maybe you could start again |
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Wait By My Window, ♥ Monday, June 20, 2011 |
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Sadness all over. ☹ So I'm going back to school with the worst mood ever then? My best friend is M.I.A, I'm crushing on my brother's best friend and the relationship will never happen, I stole my ex-best girl friend's iPod and she won't tell me why she doesn't hate me except for the fact that "its tiring to hate someone". We're not close, but we do know what still happened. We're not best friends anymore but I suppose kindaa friends?? I don't know. My life is slowly falling apart. truth? I haven't touched any of my homework. Or projects. Sucks. "You could be my hero, if only I could let go. But his love is still in me. Like a broken arrow." -Broken Arrow by Pixie Lott I'm broken all over. I swear. All I want to do is scream shout yell then cry and cry and never stop crying till someone who truly loves me with all his heart will come and will be the only one who can stop me from crying. And who knows, maybe it could be him. Maybe it could be a stranger. But either way I'll know. I just NEED love care and compassion. Education can go to hell. Friends? Maybe I've got a few but most don't really care about me. Why call them friends? So I don't care. I WANT LOVE. I WANT SOMEBODY. I want someone to hold on to me and never let go. Someone who won't tear my heart piece by piece but instead create new love inside of me. And y'know, I wouldn't mind giving that person my love. Just as long as he doesn't throw it away. I'll give him the love. That's all I'm asking for. L-O-V-E. Is it too much to ask? Really? ♥ He will not disappear out of my head. I go in to his Facebook all the time to see if any girl has written to him or to look through his pictures for the fifth time that day. I want to tell everybody what I love about him, but there is nothing to say. I know all about him & he does not even know my first name. I cannot help that he is the most good-looking guy I‘ve ever seen & he manages to show up wherever I am. Mathilda Kiara. xxx.
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Nothing's Gained, Nothing's Won, ♥ Saturday, June 18, 2011 |
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Higher ♥  "I'm doing nothing; Coz then at least I'm doing nothing wrong. And I'm staying on my own, And turn off my telephone, But nothing's gained, nothing's won. Yeah, you can tell them, Yeah, you can say whatever; I don't care, yeah. But if you wanna play it cool, Then I got news for you, It's getting hotter, hotter in here... So, when I speak, listen This is my decision, But you keep on messing up the words (oh, oh, oh) So when I speak, listen, Coz you keep on pushing, Like I need permission to be heard (oh, oh, oh) I'm gonna lift it, lift it, Higher! I'm gonna lift it, lift it, Higher! So when I speak, listen, This is my decision, But you keep on messing up the words. It's getting closer, I'm movin' in and yeah I think you know, And I am sick of playing games, And I'm not go'n say no names, But you and I know who to blame. Yeah, you can tell 'em Yeah, you can go ahead and put it straight, Coz I am finishing myself, And I do not need your help, I'm gonna do this tonight. So, when I speak, listen This is my decision, But you keep on messing up the words (oh, oh, oh) So when I speak, listen, Coz you keep on pushing, Like I need permission to be heard (oh, oh, oh) I'm gonna lift it, lift it, Higher! I'm gonna lift it, lift it, Higher! So when I speak, listen, This is my decision, But you keep on messing up the words. I'm gonna lift it, lift it... When you say higher, I go Higher! I'm gonna lift it, lift it... Yeah, you can try, but I go Higher! I'm gonna lift it, lift it... The only thing that I've been tryin' to do is listen, so listen! So, when I speak, listen This is my decision, (yeah, yeah!) But you keep on messing up the words (oh, oh, oh) (You keep on messing up my words!) So when I speak, listen, Coz you keep on pushing, Like I need permission to be heard (oh, oh, oh) I'm gonna lift it, lift it, Higher! I'm gonna lift it, lift it, Higher! So when I speak, listen, This is my decision, But you keep on messing up the words." I just really needed to yell some words out after crying it out but, I don't know. The lyrics are pretty much what I can say right now. Btw, I remember the first time I saw you. I remember you smiling at me. I just. Maybe I should just stop this liking you thing yeah? Hm. Anw, been reading some TW fan fics lately. HAAH. Kinda fun but lame. Watched what, three movies today? Diary Of A Wimpy Kid: Rodrick Rule, Ramona and Beezus, and The Clique. Gaah. Not ready for school, the competition, training. Maybe I was just born unready for life yknow. Or love. Or attention. Or, well ah shut up. I miss Afiq :'( He's mad at me for that whole iPod case thing and its been two months. I can't take it. I hate feeling like this. I feel shit, and all I can do is..feel it. Its fucking terrible. I can only hope to dream of you and wake up feeling better. If not, worse. Okay then. Bedtime. (Y) Bye everyboday. Mathilda Kiara. xxx.
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Think We Kissed But I Forgot, ♥ Wednesday, June 15, 2011 |
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 Nathan James Sykes ♥ Mathilda Kiara. xxx. ilovenathansykes:)
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Cause My Love Is A Soldier And My Heart Is A Grenade, ♥ |
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    SHANA ♥ Hey everyboday! Its #WantedWednesday and I spent it thinking of Bryle and Nathan. HAHA. Nathan Sykes ♥ Morning to afternoon woth shana. FUN FUN FUN. HAHAH. Had churros :) YUMMAY. HAAH. ogay bye :) Mathilda Kiara. xxx.
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You Stay On My Head Like A Fitted Cap, ♥ Tuesday, June 14, 2011 |
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 Baby you stay on my head like a fitted cap And everything you do you know I'm feelin that Baby you can run my heart like a marathon And I'll do anything for you to put me on Cause baby you stay on my blog each and everynight And I stay on my aim each and every night If you at the shows each and everytime Then when I slow it down she'll be my number 1 dime And I plucked up the courage to actually confess my feelings but, you're with her. And I can't do anything but sit on the sidelines and hope for the best. She's not everything but neither am I. But I am rather adequate yknow. Hm. Maybe I just mean nothing to you. And I have to accept it. Hm. Still. I love you, Bryle Flores ♥. Okay? Just remember that. I'll love you no matter what. Mathilda Kiara. xx. |
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Mutant And Proud, ♥ Friday, June 10, 2011 |
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X-Men First Class     thats my boyfriend yo :) HAHA. jk jk. Currently watching this now. While waiting for our midnight movie :)) We're watching Super 8 later. So currently entertaining myself with X-Men kan? HAHA. Ogay bye :) Mathilda Kiara. xx.
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I'm Still In Love With You, ♥ Thursday, June 9, 2011 |
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 get over him, mathilda. but, i just can't.falling in love is easy but, falling out of love? its really not. i'm sorry for spamming the internet with tweets of how much i love you. but i'm not sorry for loving you so much. so be brave, and love me back. why is it so hard? :( ♥ Mathilda Kiara ♥ xx. |
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The summer has only just begun, ♥ Wednesday, June 8, 2011 |
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The Summer Has Only Just Begun, ♥ So hey everybody :) First week of the summer holidays are over :( Sadness. The first weekend was my only weekend off and I'm working every night. Yeah, working my butt off for that damn speak good english rap video competition. But I've got the lyrics down and its just the best I'm left with. But yeah, great weekend! We watched X-Men: First Class just like brother dearest promised :) AWWH. HAHA. He's sixteen and he's got swagger, bitches. Live with it. AHHA. So anyway, X-Men. Hm. I grew up watching that. But I gotta say, I love Havoc :) So hot like that people. HAHA. Played with glowstickz. Macam cool gitu kan? Gonna let the pictures do the talking for now :)  @nataliaandin <-- follow her on twitter :) my bbyg :) she's adorable like that right ? :D  danish :))  Sery main glowstickz. daniel main glowstickz. AWH. I love my bbyg yknow :) L O L. Everybody main Twitter sekarang. Sery, kakyu, angah. The next thing I know, my mom's gonna create twitter and stalk me. Wow. I just wanna private my account. -.- AHAH. Eve addie main twitter. LOL KAN. I thought he was anti-social but APPARENTLY he has a girlfriend. Or he's gay. Idk. :/ My twitter so cool now :) My display picture, background and colors :) Go check it out kay? Legacy so hot :) ABS ♥ I loike :) HEHE. No la. but yknow, I still like Bryle. So yesterday I was this major stalker 101. AHAH. Watching all his videos of him dancing, and playing the guitar. AHAH. I fall for guys like these. Then he got abs smr. And sooo cute :) Lahhh. Huimin should just fuck off la. -.- Sorry la. I very mean but she's a bitch. So accept la. I know that he know but..hmm. Entah la. I enjoy making bets though :) AHAH. K lah. Back to work. Be sure to like my videos on youtube yeah ? :) And follow me on twitter. Add me on facebook if you know me :) Twitter: http://twitter.com/mathildaholla Facebook: http://www.facebook.coom/mathildasofly Youtube: http://www.youtube.com/MathildaSoFly Okay, love you guys. bye :) Mathilda Kiara Putri ♔. xxx.
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