Mathilda Kiara ♔
"I will try for your love, ♥"
	Hey. I'm Mathilda Putri. But preferred as Mathilda Kiara :) 14. Mixed blood. What you see is what you get, I'm only my true self to those I trust. I sing. I rap. I fell in love with a dancer who won't give me a chance. Huge fan of New Boyz and NCredible Wonder Broz. So if you hate them, fuck off. I'm also a fan of Skins UK. Theresian. Isabel House Cheerleader. Peace, Love & Ice Cream. I'm a Gryffindor!	Twitter Youtube Account Facebook Formspring Tumblr
Thursday, March 25, 2010
I'm puttin' on my shades to cover up my eyes . Hello the beautiful people of the world ! This blog's so dead right ? Here's some stuff to talk about ... Eh! Don't gossip ahs ? You gossip queens .. HAHA . -Diary Entry No. 11- I wish I could tell somebody . I just .... don't know where to start . Who to tell . What to say . When to say it . How to say it . I always put on a brave face outside . Like nothing's ever wrong . When I know I'm just lying to myself . I act like nothing's ever wrong at home , in my life . Inside , I'm cringing with pain , wet with tears and sweat , sick of living . I'm always afraid to go home . Afraid of what's gonna happen . It started ever since I was five and its been going on forever . Why , I always ask myself , WHY , am I being put in this position ? Was my life meant to be this way ? Did God make it like this ? So I could change it , learn from it and bear with it ? Maybe . I'll take it as that . Is there anyone that can help me ? Will this torture EVER end ? They always say my life is so great , they really don't know . Do I know that person who's gonna offer me his shoulder to cry on ? Stroke my hair and comfort me , tell me its all gonna be okay , its gonna be fine ? Will he be there when I need somebody ? These are the questions that I need the answering to . I get the blame for everything , why ? I'm the first suspect when things go wrong , why ? I'm always in such troubles , why Why WHY ?! Why me ? Why me ? WHY ME ?! As I write this , I let my tears FALL . With hurt , pain , love & sorrow , MathildaPutri Yeah . Thats from my diary . I let out all my anger there . In school , in class , wherever I am , I have the diary with me . When I feel like screaming , shouting , ranting & crying , I write . I've only got 3 more entries to write & my diary is full . Imma get another of course . However , I am now HUNGRRYY !!! So I shall grab a bite . SEE YAHH !! Thank You & May God Bless . PuppetSister; MathildaPutri

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