Mathilda Kiara ♔
"I will try for your love, ♥"
	Hey. I'm Mathilda Putri. But preferred as Mathilda Kiara :) 14. Mixed blood. What you see is what you get, I'm only my true self to those I trust. I sing. I rap. I fell in love with a dancer who won't give me a chance. Huge fan of New Boyz and NCredible Wonder Broz. So if you hate them, fuck off. I'm also a fan of Skins UK. Theresian. Isabel House Cheerleader. Peace, Love & Ice Cream. I'm a Gryffindor!	Twitter Youtube Account Facebook Formspring Tumblr
Monday, June 28, 2010
and when you see me, you turn away and walk the other direction... okayy..so...over the weekend I slept over at shana's house. FUN FUN FUN!!! Haha. Became fat I think. Ate a lot. Went to Shop And Save a lot. Watched a lot of TV. shana did up her blog for who knows what reason. I got addicted to a new song which is my blog song:) Thats right. Diary by Tino Coury. A really sad sad sad song. Look on the bright side, TINO COURY IS HOT! Haha! Crazy crazy crazy. We did our usuals, laughing! We talked and saw pictures of Colin Farrel. I still like Taylor Lautner's body! Haha. But Colin Farrel is hot, in a way. shana was so FICKLE (she says it) with her blogskin. I think she used like, three main blogskin and tons of others just for colors and all. Haish. She used the third and last main blog. Haha. We ate Oreo biscuits, PEZ sweetz, wafer biscuits:)) I love her because..well..she's awesome and she's CRAZYY!! Oh wait, so am I! Haha. Today was the first day of school. Damn. I brought my racket to school, but there was no training. Our training is tomorrow. Lucikly! I didn't have any cash on me and I would have died of starvation on the courts! Haha. My prepaid card is expired and therefore I cannot text shana. Haii...since I had no cash, I couldn't get what I wanted for the week: 9degrees drink, icing, PEZ sweets refill, magnum gold. Magnum gold is like, EXPENSIVE! Its like 5bucks shana said. Haii...baby steps.baby steps.. Haha. I want my 9degrees drink, icing and PEZ sweets refill THE MOST. magnum gold must wait. shana says there's caramel. Me loveyy:))) Haha. Its so late? Haish. I'm so hungry. I don't like our new maid. She's so...violent with granny and she does work like, kindof incomplete. Wth? Haish. okays. got a message for bestfiie (I heard they're calling him RIKAL now. Because its Sha'Riq Haikal. get it? nice but wierd. bestfiie sounds better!) Its been hard enough for me. But what I don't understand is why you did what you did. And all you left me with was HURT, PAIN, WEAKNESS and MEMORIES. You know I'll always have your back. How come it feels like you don't have mine? When I told you that I wasn't over amie, you said,"We'll still be besties, just not the same." and now it doesn't even feel like that. You don't even act like a friend, the least. The one who's had my back, talks to me, listens to me and tries so hard to talk to you is afiq. Why? Its true that when you went away for that one week the bond between me and afiq is better, closer, tighter, stronger but he's not the one who's seen me cry, who's been there like you have. He's got too many problems. So does arep. So does shaqil. Even jordan isn't texting me late at night anymore. "Too busy, sorry," they all say. Now you're suddenly busy also? I know you're not, okay. But do you, of all people, you, want to see me HELPLESS, UNLOVED and ALONE? Do you? I don't even know what you want me to do because you're not talking to me. Right now, my prepaid's expired. Its not that I gave up on calling and texting you. I don't want to say goodbye to this friendship because when I'm with you, I can be myself. That's the best feeling in the world. I can talk, laugh, cry, scream, shout and more. And its because our friendship grows stronger with every moment we spend together. So I just can't let go of that so easily. I love you, bestfiie. I hope you realize its true before its too late. Just remember this: Every step we take together is a million steps alone, we can take this friendship far and let it last long. Rikal☮ mathildaa:D

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