| Mathilda Kiara ♔ | ||
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Hey. I'm Mathilda Putri. But preferred as Mathilda Kiara :) 14. Mixed blood. What you see is what you get, I'm only my true self to those I trust. I sing. I rap. I fell in love with a dancer who won't give me a chance. Huge fan of New Boyz and NCredible Wonder Broz. So if you hate them, fuck off. I'm also a fan of Skins UK. Theresian. Isabel House Cheerleader. Peace, Love & Ice Cream.  I'm a Gryffindor! |
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Thursday, June 17, 2010 |
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 Good day peeps:)) Actually, not so good for me. I'm pissed, mad and crying. In short (or long), here it is: (She = MOM) This morning, I got up at 11:30. The phone rang. She asked,"You showered yet?" And I said,"No, I just got up." Then she said,"Go bathe, then jemor kain baju then send atok food to uda's house." She didn't even ask if I take panadol already or if I'm still having fever or what's my temperature or if its okay. Like, wth?! Then I looked out of the ... See Morewindow, it was like, F*CKING HOT. ANd she ask me to walk! Having fever, then walk in the sun? I get heatstroke then she know. I did everything she asked me to. Then when we came back from uda's house, she asked me to carry the groceries. I carried. I was tired. I was wheezing. But I still caried. And then when we got home she said,"Semua tak buat!" Then in my mind I was like,"TAK BUAT?! WTH?! I did everything you asked me to and yet you say I never?" Then even though I was crying, I went to the bloody kitchen to put back the bloody housekeys and she asked me,"Nak makan?" WTH? The way to a good sleep is not a good dinner but a good breakfast. It was way past my dinnertime. Even though I was hungry, I said no. Even though I was bloody pissed and angry and crying, I said no. Because even if I did something, I know nothing's gonna change. Then here's what I put on Facebook: I know, you don't give second glances to sick people. Not even me. How come other people can understand, and you can't? Don't you know that makes me cry? I know, I'm not your son. I'm not your son or cat. I'm just sitting at home do everything you say even though I have asthma and fever. "Tell me, where do I go from he...re?" I know no one's gonna answer me. Ibu, I love you bcos you've cared and done so much for me. ♥ I feel like running away from home. But where will I run to? Who will I run to? To what will I run to that will keep me? And until when will I be running away? All that I don't know. I feel like staying at Mama's house until holidays are over because, I can watch world cup, I can talk to Nelly and Dhiya, I know Mama will accept and Rahmanie won't object. I'll have peace and quiet. Its like, I donnoe. Right now, even though Bestfiie's pissed at me, Nelly and (OhMyGod!) the pig (Yes, imma still call him that. look at the state of his room! Jeez.) are telling me to relax. Honestly, I just wanna get outta this house and have fun, let loose for one day to do that. Anyway, less feeling... I deleted my MySpace account. Why? Because I hate it:) My Facebook is like, bitching. Haha. I try update by text but it doesn't work anymore. Aahhh...Damn... Twitter works though. Okay, I am HUNGRY. Heheh. Gotta jet. Buhbuyee!! Do you know that the last time my heart raced was when I fell in love with you? When first saw you? When I was with you? Where are you? You didn't see that my heart was racing so quickly? I love you. And I want you to know that. Please. Please. Please see that. Amie Jeffry ♥ mathildaa:D
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