Mathilda Kiara ♔
"I will try for your love, ♥"
Photobucket Hey. I'm Mathilda Putri. But preferred as Mathilda Kiara :)
14. Mixed blood.

What you see is what you get,
I'm only my true self to those I trust.
I sing. I rap.
I fell in love with a dancer who won't give me a chance.
Huge fan of New Boyz and NCredible Wonder Broz.
So if you hate them, fuck off.
I'm also a fan of Skins UK.
Theresian. Isabel House Cheerleader.
Peace, Love & Ice Cream.
Want to Get Sorted?
I'm a Gryffindor!

Saturday, July 31, 2010

I imagined doing this with you. if only you knew how much I missed you.
Hello world! I haven't blogged for a very very very long time. Therefore,my blog almost died. I'm here to revive it because I have nothing to do anymore. Life is damn fucked up,dontcha know? Anyways,YOG practice is taking up most of my time. Hai. Apparently,rikal transferred to Henderson Sec. Why? Why? Because his dad wants him closer to home. And his mom's ill. I dk what. But,I hope she's getting better:))I know what it feels like having someone you love being ill,helpless. You feel like luck's noty onyour side. You feel like the world's gonna crash and burn. You feel like you're at a losing end. The only thing you can do is hope and pray that that person gets better. Even that doesn't seem like its helping. CHILL OUT. God is always on your side. Okay? Even when you feel he isn't. HE IS, okay?
Anyways,went to the Combined Rehearsal of the YOG Openning Ceremony. Was supposed to meet clique but end up didn't. Hai. Went with Shana and Abang Faizal. Had a blast. Laughing and all. Cheering. Actually,the enthusiastic ones were the mat reps further behind us and the STC girls. oh, and the Nan Hua volunteers. VERY ENTHU. HAHA. Then went home on 195, then went to bed.
Today, woke up at eight. Ate pancakes. Bathed. Went out with Mom. First we went to the bank, then we went SHOPPING! Honestly, I don't really fancy shopping with Mom. I would rather take a cousinor one of my friends with me. And I don't have very bad taste okay! The last time I went shopping with rikal... We went Orchard also. And Bugis. And Queensway. And somewhere secret:)) WE ARE VERY FAST SHOPPERS OKAY! He had like three hundred bucks. Bought two tshirts. one shirt. One cap. A pair of SUPRA SKYTOP II. VERY NICE AYE! And a pair of jeans. Then the rest of the cash he bought me macs PLUS ICE-CREAM:))) See,he's a great bestiiee right? he's the best! HAHA. Really,okay! Anyways, We bought dunkin' donuts and macs:) Then we went home. I actually found a dress that I really liked (I think you would've liked it,kak shana!) but Mom said don't want. DAMMIT! But I got two jeans and a blouse that I might be wearing next week if we're going to some Sakura restaurant buffet high tea thingy. I CAN'T WAIT FOR KATY PERRY TO COME!!! GAAAAH!! Moving on, tomorrow is HEMA and DANIEL's BIRTHDAY!!!! Alamak! Never buy present and I haven't saved enough leyys! HOW?? Daniel's present can wait luhh.. But, HEMA?! Aiya,she never get me present anyway. FORGET IT! I not enough cash luh. Still gotta pay Prudencia back her money because she blanja me KFC when we had lunch at JP:)
Imma go watch some teevee now. But, a message fr YOU:
Like EMINEM said in "Love The Way You Lie","We fall back into thesame patterns,same routine." Nothing's going to change. Yu know that. But,like what Miley Cyrus said in 'The Last Song',"People make mistakes. Even the people that we love." I do love you. But your mistakes are far too big and too major. I've forgiven you far too many times. And i've given you so many second chances. The last mistake was too big. Too stupid. Its huge. Maybe one day I'll forgive you. But for now,we'll se what happens. Syafiq Ariff X3
mathildaa:D




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