Lol, Niall has nothing on me.

Even if I owned these, it wouldn't work.

Please take the advice, darlings.

I hope this brightens Syaz's day, feel better man :)

Apparently, I feel it all the time.

When I'm Gone - Eminem

8 Mile :)

No guy has ever told me I'm pretty.

I hope so.

You promised me :'(

Can't we just go back to this?

I don't cut but I want to try and see if it takes the pain away or if it snaps you out of anything.

You did :) but,

Remember that.

I do have reasons but, I think there are too many.

Music Ask response (for my Tumblr girls):

1. Fly - Nicki Minaj ft. Rihanna, The A Team - Ed Sheeran, What Makes You Beautiful - One Direction, Shut It Down - Drake ft. The Dream, Should've Kissed You - Chris Brown.

2. Who's That Chick - Rihanna ft. David Guetta :D (I like Rihanna's kinda club music just so yknow.)

3. You Need Me, I Don't Need You - Ed Sheeran (Pretty dope track!)

4. I download albums so it would have to be...Greenlight 4 - Bow Wow :)

5. Never been to gigs! HAHA. I am pathetic I know.

6. Someone Like You or Turning Tables - Adele (I'm not sure both mean alot to me and I listen to them.)

7. B-e-a-u-tiful - Megan Nicole.

8. I think it was Ashlee Simpson's album :/ HAHA I can't remember the title though!

9. Deep - Auburn

10. One Direction! ♥♥♥

11. Either Adele or Demi Lovato or Chris Brown :)

12. Hmm, I like RnB, rap and just regular pop music but the occasional clubbing dance tracks too :)

13. Let Me Love You - Mario ♥

14. Tough one, I find alot of lyrics to quote so I shall just go with this,"Cause when I look in a mirror, I don't even recognize myself. Got the heart of a winner but looking back at me is someone else," from No Regrets by Dappy.

15. Yes, indeed, I do :)

So its like 2.30am and I have tuition in like 7 hours but here I am typing away and fangirling over One Direction. Yeah basically, I don't have a life and if I did it'd be dedicated to One Direction so whatever. So speaking of them, their album's gonna be released in November! YAY! So I'm going to try get Mom's friend Bibik Arez to get it for me in the UK and ship it over here :) So I can have it because it most likely won't sell in Singapore. But I'll wait till December kicks in so I'll get it latest by Christmas which sucks but patience is a virtue and that's the L A T E S T. So yeah. One Direction, I love you. Niall Horan, don't stop smiling. Zayn Malik, I dare you to be sexier. Louis Tomlinson and Harry Styles, please continue your loving bromance. Liam Payne, carry on being the band's "daddy". HAHAH. Okay, I am crazy. So what? :D

So school. HAHA. School is a joke. Last week, I didn't go to school on Thursday and Friday, then add the weekend, that's four days. So on Monday we had no school because of Presidential Elections and Tuesday was eid mubarak (hari raya) so that's six days. But then shit went down in Malaysia and when we came back from Malaysia it was 4.30am. So I ended up not going to school on Wednesday. That was a whole week of no school and you wanna know how I spent it? Sleeping + Tumblr + Showers + Food = Best pre-September Holidays ever. AHHA. And Thursday was Teachers' Day. I didn't do shit. In the morning we has Ace's Day Dance. And we had to do some stupid warrior dance shit and I didn't know the moves so I just ended up laughing the whole time. Then we had TD celebrations. Class party was..okay, just talked and ate and, that's it. Then school was out. When I came home, I slept. I woke up at 7.30pm. Had a shower, went online and slept around past 2am texting Syaz. HAHA. And this morning I got up at around 11am? And had a meal and showered. Then slept until about 4pm plus and watched One Direction videos. That is how I spend my life these days. September holidays will be the same. But I have to keep my results up. I need a B4 for Chinese SA2 grade to transfer to Tanglin Secondary School. When I get to Sec 3 I wanna be different and work my butt off. I want to do well. But I just am tired all the time.

Sigh. What will become of me. Anyway, thanks for reading the post guys :) Oh and, I changed my Tumblr URL to http://zaynsnikes.tumblr.com and 95% of what I post is One Direction, just to warn you. Please follow my Twitter: @mathildaholla :) Much appreciated. Tanks ;) HAHAH. Inside joke for Directioners, sorry, couldn't help it. AHHA love you guise :) xxx

Mathilda Putri

xxxx

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