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Hey. I'm Mathilda Putri. But preferred as Mathilda Kiara :) 14. Mixed blood. What you see is what you get, I'm only my true self to those I trust. I sing. I rap. I fell in love with a dancer who won't give me a chance. Huge fan of New Boyz and NCredible Wonder Broz. So if you hate them, fuck off. I'm also a fan of Skins UK. Theresian. Isabel House Cheerleader. Peace, Love & Ice Cream.  I'm a Gryffindor! |
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Saturday, April 24, 2010 |
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Did grow up according to plan? Sha'Riq: If you could say one thing to your dad, what'd it be? Me: uhh, can change motor color? Wait, which dad you talkin' about? Sha'Riq: God. Your dad? As in, NOT stepdad. Me: hmm...too many things I wanna say. Sha'Riq: Pick the most important. Me: They're all important. Sha'Riq: Kay. Summarize them 1 sentence each and I'll tell you which one. Me: You can judge what I wanna say to my dad, Riq. Sha'Riq: I'm not judging. Me: Oh yeah? So why you want me to summarize and let you pick. You'll pick the "most important" one won't you? Sha'Riq: Well, yeah. Me: That's JUDGING, you MORON! Sha'Riq: No, its not. Me: Dude, no wonder you're the only one amongst us peoples that went to Normal Acad stream. Sha'Riq: No! Sheikh also. Haikal also. Me: They're not our PEEPS. Especially Haikal. Sha'Riq: Whoa. Thats offensive. Me: No, it isn't. Sha'Riq: Yeah, it is. Me: It really isn't. Sha'Riq: Look who's in DENIAL now. Me: I'm sick of talkin to you. You're lame. Sha'Riq: I AIN'T LAME! Me: Yeah, you are. Sha'Riq: No. Me: Oohh..DENIAL!!! AAHH! CALL AREP! Sha'Riq: DON'T BE LAME SEYH! Me: Whatever Major LOSER. (Emphasize on the'LOSER'.) Sha'Riq: Tell me.... Me: NO! Sha'Riq: please.. Me: Never. Sha'Riq: I'm your best GUYFRIEND. Me: My second. Sha'Riq: Who's first? Me: Farhan. Sha'Riq: You haven't talked to him in ages! Me: True. Sha'Riq: He gave up on you. Word has it that he's got a girlfriend over there. Me: So? Sha'Riq: You not jealous ah? Me: HAHA! I'm his friend. BEST friend. Not his girlfriend! Don't be stupid.. Sha'Riq: I'm not being. I'm just asking if you're afraid that he'll pay more attention to her than to you. Me: *looks shifty* He's already doing it. He broke my heart. But I ain't givin' up on him that easy. I'll be here when he needs me. Just in case y'know. Sha'Riq: So who's gonna be there for you then? Me: Whoever. Sha'Riq: Wrong answer. Me: Whats right in the world? Everything's wrong. Upside down. Sha'Riq: I'll be here for you. Me: I suppose. I lost the two people who meant the world to me. Farhan & Jake. Sha'Riq: At least you didn't lose me, or Arep, or Alim, or Sha'Ril. Me: Sha'Ril's your lil bro. If I don't lose you, I won't lose him. Sha'Riq: Yeah, I guess. Welps, I gotta go. My dad wants some help with fixing the bikes. Me: Mhm. Okay. Sha'Riq: Girl, cheer up! I'm here, text me if you need to. In class or whenever. Me: Yeah. I guess. Sha'Riq: You mean the world to me too. Me: So do you. Sha'Riq: Okay, see ya then. Love you. Me: Uh? Sha'Riq: (: *smiles brightly* Me: Whatever. I'm thinking aloud: Is there something between us that stays hidden? That I never knew? That I never saw? That I never felt? Is there a....connection? Because, if there is then, Sha'Riq, I am not worth. I'm not what you can expect. I can be your sister (although you have two already). I can be your friend (although you have so many). But I can't love you like a girlfriend. Sha'Riq, it will not work. I'm serious. Because you my homey, imma be straightforward about this. I'm sorry. If you're thinking about it, forget it. However, I still don't have a clue what I'll say to my dad. Hm... I'm thinking.. PEACEOUT:D
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